Here's to hoping!

Tested positive for three days, and took advantage all three days, so hopefully in the not too distant future we will find out if it all worked out. :) Until then...

Just kidding!!

So apparently it just decided to happen later than the calculator I'd used predicted. Because low and behold, tonight I took my like seventh test over the past week and it gave a smiley face! I'm ovulating! I literally squealed with joy! So in strangeness, I found a different calculator to get an idea f when I'd be due if I DID get lucky and get pregnant and wow, this site was spot on, down to the exact day my ovulation actually hit. Pretty impressive. At any rate, as you can imagine, I am feeling a lot of relief and thankfulness. I was going to call tomorrow to set up my next appointment. 

Still No Progress..

Well, my second period has passed, and once again, still no ovulation, so I guess I need to call and set up another appointment. 

:/

Having a serious case of baby envy tonight. My little one is going to be two at the end of this month already. She's grown tremendously over the past two years, and is halfway into potty training (of her own accord) and transferred lastnight to a toddler bed, and has been sooooo freaking good. However, the fact that my baby is a big girl, combined with so many friends with newborns is starting to set me back into my jealousy and baby depression a little. It's stupid, I know, and I'm so freaking grateful for my beautiful and amazing daughter, but I can't help but feel a little sad that we are having the same troubles as last time and having a hard time getting pregnant again. I want another so bad.

Welp...

So I started my second period (without meds) three days ago. Hopefully there will be more luck with this one, since I seemingly didn't ovulate after the last. I'm supposed to set up an appointment this month with a specialist if it doesn't happen. Praying it happens on it's own.